Support The Blur?

Hello,
I'm Blur,
YouTuber, Activist for Mental Health, Suicide Prevention, Anti-Bullying, creator of the Small YouTuber Army/YouTube Army activist movement for YouTube dreamers, and more.

My mom died on May 23rd,
for almost 12 years, my mom, the only one to ever believe in me, or be there for me my whole life, has rode by my side in the YouTube Dream, and sadly won't be here if the dream ever happens, but, can fight for YouTubers in her honor.

To keep the apartment,
Internet,
take care of my mom's cat,
I had to get a job for the first time,
having to face my mental illness,
social anxiety, ptsd, paranoid schizophrenia(psychic LOL),
hyperhidrosis PROFUSE sweat disorder,
adhd, there's no end, and dealing with multiples, having to be "PHILLIP" all the time at work, is tough,

but pulled through almost 4 months now,
still on disability, working 5 days a week,
doing maintenance,

similar to doing 5 days a week at the mental health community,
a step up,
medication free,

but I can't survive,
with the bills, food, essentials, too much.

Thanks to anyone that can help in any way.

Welcome to Blurz: Beginner Fashion School

This blog is about, moving forward on your dreams, I do a lot of different creative ventures, from youtubing, music, community building, all sorts of weird stuff, and started a Tesspring shirt store, merch to support life, I have mental illness and take care of my mom, and thanks to Teespring for having this free service available, so the plan is to have a fashion line that funds peoples dreams, such as youtubers, musicians, and people with mental illness.

Thank you for taking an interest in this, this will be a life documentary about working with what you got.

Really cheesy blog, but you know what? cheesy is good. put yourself out there, life doesn't wait on you.