Hello,
I'm Blur,
YouTuber, Activist for Mental Health, Suicide Prevention, Anti-Bullying, creator of the Small YouTuber Army/YouTube Army activist movement for YouTube dreamers, and more.
My mom died on May 23rd,
for almost 12 years, my mom, the only one to ever believe in me, or be there for me my whole life, has rode by my side in the YouTube Dream, and sadly won't be here if the dream ever happens, but, can fight for YouTubers in her honor.
To keep the apartment,
Internet,
take care of my mom's cat,
I had to get a job for the first time,
having to face my mental illness,
social anxiety, ptsd, paranoid schizophrenia(psychic LOL),
hyperhidrosis PROFUSE sweat disorder,
adhd, there's no end, and dealing with multiples, having to be "PHILLIP" all the time at work, is tough,
but pulled through almost 4 months now,
still on disability, working 5 days a week,
doing maintenance,
similar to doing 5 days a week at the mental health community,
a step up,
medication free,
but I can't survive,
with the bills, food, essentials, too much.
Thanks to anyone that can help in any way.
